Heaven has my hero

Again Iam here and writing , but this time its something special and very close to my heart,  its about someone i admired all my life and i will be admiring for rest of my life. He is someone who is the reason behind my existence,  he is my first love,  he is my hero,  he is my Father,  my Paa ❤

After such a long time I saw you again.  You looked beautiful and the most handsome one as I always said. I know I've made a lots of mistakes and today iam here to apologize for all my sins. I wanted to say that,  Paa i made it now everything is falling into place. Iam stepping into a new phase of my life and just wish that you were here. But then , last night when you showed up in my dream, i became happy all over again.

You said me-----

When tomorrow starts without me and Iam not there to see.  If the sun ,  should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today.....
I know how much you love me as much as I love you and each time that you think of me I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me please try to understand that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand and said my place was ready in heaven far above and that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly loved

And just then my eyes opened full of tears....

Now I came by your picture today to see you.
Though I had to let you know, If I knew the last time that I held you was the last time I'd have held you tight and never let you go....
I was only 11 when I lost you , Its too early and I don't even know how I felt it back then,  but now when I miss you,  my heart ache load and scream I want you back papa.
Oh! Its kept me awake all nights wondering lie in the dark just asking Why?
I've always been told you won't be called home . Untill its your time I guess heaven was needing a hero , somebody just like you , brave enough to stand up for what you believe and follow it through. When I tried to make it sense in my mind.  The only conclusion I come to is that heaven was wanting a hero just like you.

I remember the last time I saw you.  Oh! you held your head up proud I laugh inside when I saw how you were standing out in the crowd.
You are such a part of me and it will just be void. No matter how much I need you now...

And at the end all i know is...
I guess heaven was needing a hero somebody just like you , brave enough to stand up for what you believe and follow it through.  When I tried to make it sense in my mind.  The only conclusion I come too is that heaven was wanting a hero just like you.