This isn't the end

This story is about a girl, who was always bubbly.
She was cheerful and always lovely.
She use to be the heart of her family gatherings.
Dancing and eating was all she wanted.
She was living a kinda life thats everyone's dream.

Then all of a sudden something bad happened.
This 11 years old girl had a panic attack, cause the father she loved left and never looked back.
No longer the hero she counted on.
He told her he loved her and then he was gone.

She tried to look happy in front of her friends.
But knew that she'd never feel normal again.
She fought back the tears as they filled her eyes.
And wanted him back just to tell him goodbye.
Her dad was a good guy that everyone liked.
But nobody knew he was dying inside.
He promised his family he'd be alright.
And then one day he left them behind.

She thought the role of a father he never deserved.
He abandoned his daughter and never returned.
And over the years though the pain was real.
She finally forgave him and started to heal.

How close is the ending,  well nobody knows.
The future's a mystery and anything goes.
Love is confusing and life is hard.
You fight to survive cause you made it this far.

Then when she was 16 she leaved her town,  she left all those memories, and started all out.
Then after sometimes she met with a guy, he was one year ahead of her age.
He looked like her father,  and loved her as well.
Everything started to falling in place.
And all over again she was happy and insane.
Ya!! She was in love and she was dancing again.
They both were soo happy and rejoicing this air.

But....
But something  bad had to happen again.
And now this 18 year old girl got a panic attack.
It seems like history is repeating again.
She was into pieces all over again.

How close is the ending well nobody knows.
She lost her father and her very first love as well.
The future's a mystery and everythings gone.
You fight to survive cause you made it this far.

Its all too astounding to comprehend.
Its just the beginning this isn't the end
Its just the beginning this isn't the end.